Thursday, December 20, 2012
- "End Of The World" -
so we all noe the "end of the world" is supposedly on friday the 21st. kind of funny with all the nonsense about hearing ppl stocking up food and buying firearms(in other countries). but on a serious note, im sure u've heard of the phrase "live everyday like its ur last", and some things u only do when u realise ur about to die soon.
like doing something u would nv have dared to do in ur life and now that ur life is ending u juz do it because u dun wan life to end with regrets. like telling someone u like him/her. its probably true even though u only see it in the movies and stuff.
that said, its the "last day on earth" tmr, oops but at the time of post is today. yeah so how would i spend it? well assuming i din have to go to sch and the world was really ending... erm... i would call up the ppl impt to me and say thank you for being a part of my life, typing emails for those whom i have no handphone numbers. as the saying goes "its the ppl arnd u who shapes who u are." its true to a certain extent(woah another history standard essay answer sentence), sorry i juz like to attack quotes, i tend to tink and try to warp stuff arnd. because if u are influenced heavily by the ppl arnd u, u probably are juz a trend follower. so if ur fren smokes u will probably smoke as well. why am i saying this? one of my best guy fren started smoking few weeks back and i was so shocked and told him to quit asap while the addiction is still kinda controllable. he said he will try and i really hope he does. he started clubbing recently oso, dunno to meet girls or wad oso...
anyway how the hell did i go from "end of the world" to that, omg im really not tinking str8. back to the topic.
yeah so after that i would like to spend the last moments at the beach sitting at some random waterbreaker with my "loved one", note the double quotes, juz sitting there and chatting about our moments tgt and all the could haves, should haves and would haves if not for the impending doom.
of course there are other recreational "dreams like skydiving or bungee jumping or wadeva which i would like to try but all those things are probably not as impt as not being able to spend more time with that special person in ur life.
any other regrets? well i kinda regret not having drifted a car before. if i stayed in a foreign country i would probably own a car and tested out drifting and maybe become a recreational racer of some sort. but thats all not possible given i stay here where the car prices are retardedly high. and of course ill regret not having ever held anyone's hand in a r/s.
for those attached, keep ur loved ones warm, hold them close and tell them u wont ever fucking leave them because remember it is a privilege not a right that u have someone beside u. u have the right to love but not the right to be loved. i nv had that privilege so treasure him/her with everything u have juz like how u chased him/her.
so how will u spend ur "last day on earth"? =P
Music Took Control at 12:39 AM
