Wednesday, November 21, 2012
- The Test -
everyone is busy about tests and exams now given the finals are like in less than a week away. blah blah im not gonna talk about academics here. yes so u noe wad im gonna talk about?
yup basically its the internal test that someone has to pass before you decide to chase them. dun really understand? well to put it simply, its more like a test to see if they are like "your type" and fit certain criteria. of course its a pretty flexible test and things always change as you grow and mature i guess. so how would someone know if they pass? that's simple, you would tell them by confessing =)
it would be pretty damn hard for us to tell u, but we would tell u anyways.
so at this point, wanna shoot a quick question, how easy or hard is your test?
ive got this guy fren who used to run camps with me back when i still went to run camps in malaysia, at that time i still nv had confessed to anyone so we would have story telling session by him about his 5 confessions! yes 5, and he was in 5 r/s. i was like HOLY SHIT, so easy meh? then he went on talking about 2 of them being not serious de, at this point i started looking at him from another angle liao. how could u have 'not serious' r/s? u mean the girl(s) was totally fine with 'lets try out steady steady abit leh'??
now my fren is on his 6th, dunno serious anot but we are still frens and all but i cant really stand these pieces of shit. yes he is my fren but im calling him a piece of shit. cant believe some of the other guys back then were like 'holy shit you are awesome dude!'. and me being the r/s sotong back then(well actually still is) could only watch as they were making fun of his previous r/s(s).
point is, wad is the criteria of your test?
i tink my own is pretty tough? yes i noe im not the most good looking guy to ask for much, i have a mirror, but i tink its because i dun wan to anyhow hurt ppl or 'clock' r/s like my fren abv juz for the fun of it. some guys are like shotguns you know, fire once hope to hit many. i can say this because well i have frens like that sadly. but im not gonna lecture them on their love lives, i got better things to do.
yes so as i was saying, mines pretty tough i feel, probably you need like 85% to pass or something? LOL! i made that up juz to show i TINK mine is pretty tough. im not gonna say the criteria here, thats juz too personal, but 2 ppl have passed with flying colours! But... erm... yeah... i dun even noe wad to type now...
(pause for 15min)
yeah so i tink i ask for alot with regards to character. but how does someone take my test without my knowing of their character? well they juz dun, until i know their character v well. thats y it took so long. im not saying now im an awesome judge of character but its juz that... aiya how to put in words this kinda thing.
however, one thing im pretty sure of is that after i tell u the result, ill be damn sure i wont hurt u, if not i would nv have told u in the first place anyway.
i used to be totally oblivious to r/s, cos basically no one really passed my test and i didnt care anyway. but now that i noe ppl better and 2 have passed, it seems natural for me to chase. But... yeah... liddat lor...
maybe u have to treat ppl like shit? i dunno, it seems the pieces of shit arnd me are in r/s and they seem pretty happy. i can be a total asshole and diss everyone arnd me, but i refuse to do that because thats juz wrong.
and today i was still telling You about fate and destiny. i still stand by my beliefs, we create our destiny and determine our own fates. u open doors by making choices and my race car project is one fine example. the chance came along and i decided to fucking grab on to it, if i get in, it will be true testament of my belief. and thats why my photo album description is CHASING THE RACE CAR DREAM.
unlike girls, these kinda things to get it u must really freakin chase your heart out to get it. who ever wans it more will get in. for girls, chasing too hard might scare them away. i really dunno, izzit because ppl dun trust me enuf? haiz dunno wad to do...
wait lor hh, wad the hell can u bloody do about it, wait lor...
P.S. if u still dunno noe, all my posts are one-takes, so i sit down start typing and finish the post at one go without stopping, thats y everything is in a talking manner form. so the pause for 15min was really quite significant. juz wanna point that out.
Music Took Control at 11:12 PM
