i dun tink i would get through this sem without her. dont get me wrong, u other friends are awesome as well but recently i tink i kinda gotten quite attached to her. without her, my days would probably be extra long and my mind would probably be wandering off to outer space.

im really not sure of what she tinks about me, as she treats everyone super nicely, but im pretty sure of how i feel about her. its all question marks and it doesnt help that exams are coming. i should be doin work or slping but here i am tryin to tink how i should continue this post. theres so much i want to say but i'm afraid it might be an encore telecast of Part 1.

the first time you confess to someone, you dont noe what real rejection feels like. well gettin rejected by vjc and tjc was bad but try gettin rejected by a girl then u will feel the pain. its so wierd im totally confident and passionate about everything and anything except relationship stuff. its so foreign and you can never "test water" because u never know whats gonna happen. after the first time u discovered "rejection". subsequently, u will be fully aware of  "rejection"'s presence and u will tink before acting.

Argh, 傻猪，你知道我多么地在想你吗？