Friday, November 30, 2012
- Radio Silence -
before i go onto this post, juz wanna say im currently using my new laptop a G480! the office 1 return liao this will be my new laptop till i graduate so im really excited! =) my porting is more or less done, with alot more changing backgrounds!
so i went for a run this early morning, the weather was great with a v nice sunrise. long time since i saw the sun rise. running really helps clear the mind ya know, u tink about absolutely nothing, not even You, and concentrate on pacing and posture.
onto the main point, few days back I decided to start staying away from You to see if I can survive having totally no contact with you for awhile. juz to prove to myself how much I really like you, if somehow in this short period of time my mind wonders, then hey i probably dun like you as much as i thought. seems easy huh, these are the things i did to show im dead serious:
- removed the pigheads from ur name, to prevent you from standing out in my contact list
- totally not use whatsapp(pretty hard actually, since the person i msg most is well... you)
- change my phone's wallpaper/lock screen(it was the picture we took tgt on the bus ride home)
well with basically no one to msg, my phone's batt been able to last 3 days without charging! juz like old times when i juz changed over from my NS phone. its wierd to not msg you every morning and nite now, apparently its become a habit liao and countless times ive looked at my phone and said "no".
however, i kinda broke my own rules by calling you up ystd afternoon and juz now to check on ur condition. argh like a suay, the whole semester 13 weeks you were ok then ystd suddenly start to fall sick. juz pass to me plz, i always recover within few days de. why of all times when i wan try to not tink of you, you have to fall sick.
so after these few days, it seems i still like you... alot.
Music Took Control at 11:43 PM
