yeah long time no blog again. wth ive haven done anything but train n mug n school the last few weeks. sleep for me is like heaven now. after everyday i come home rdy to collapse on my bed but i cant.
alot of stuff coming up n lots to do b4 i can attain the grades i wan. road race, march regatta, march block test. basically i juz wanna push myself to the limits all the way. when i train ppl look at me n say im retarded. i alrdy have weight disadvantage so i gotta do something bout it. cant lose to ppl coz im light so insulting. wait till i gain more weight den go out to sea, see whos retarded den.
im tryin to not leave any tutorials out now oso. i used to sorta heck tutorials if im too tired or cant do them for wadeva reason. now i juz stay up till wadeva time it requires me to finish them so u might notice me tryin to stay awake the whole day YES! but i realise the moment i start to do something physical like PE or trainin i wake up liao.
anyway enuf bout myself. new j1s for sailing came in the other day to join us for their 1st physical training. in fact at the trials alrdy see how their physical conditions are liao. most of them are new so cant blame them. but the few with experience are juz... dun even wan say. slack during training CAN I DUN MIND. go out race with other ppl YOU lose only wad. but nv thought dat u lose only will bring down school reputation. ask urself YOU lose becoz of wad. becoz u no skills? i dunno u ask urself dat. im not sailing for you. u sail urself and find out. some ppl juz come to training n play arnd laughing n joking. i really dun mind dat if u can produce the results but truth is you cant... yet. juz put in the effort lah aiyo.
den recently i taking part in Budget 2008 Video Competition with a group of VS guys now all in MJC. quite fun n interesting n the filming n all finishing soon liao. wanna see the real video soon after editing is done by my pro IT fren JJ. the theme is "What The Budget Means To Me". so wad does it mean to u?
31st StarHub Laser Open de pictures are up liao on the SAF webbie but so little =X dun have the nice 1s oso. damn diao. den randomly me brian n atiqah appeared in the SAF monthly sailing magazine. mr aidil passed a copy to me. i try to take pictures den post here but quite small so might be blur. at least its new pictures compared to the 1s b4.
no life is the life now lor. fatique physically n mentally b4 i sleep is wad i try to achieve everyday so i dun waste anytime. mrs chong asked some ppl in the class with sports competition how to cope when they draw nearer. tink its juz push through lor. no shortcuts. we really dun have much time left anyway.
by interschools i should be able to take back wads mine... askin for it those ppl...
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Insane - Am I the only muthafucker with a brain?
I'm hearing voices but all they do is complain
How many times have you wanted to kill
Everything and everyone - Say you'll do it but never will
You can't see California without Marlon Brando's eyes
I am my Father's son
He's a phantom, a mystery and that leaves me
Nothing!
How many times have you wanted to die?
It's too late for me. All you have to do is get rid of me!
You can't see California without Marlon Brando's eyes
It's all in your head
It's all in my head
It's all in your head
I tried - You lied to me for so long
Everywhere I go, there's a sense of it
Freak on my antics and give me a choice
Doesn't matter if I give a shit
It's shit that you gave me
You can't see California without Marlon Brando's eyes
It's all in your head
It's all in my head
It's all in your head
Do you wanna feel pain? Takin' my name in vain
Caring never felt so lame inside
Anybody else got pride? Do you wanna take my life?
Maybe I'll reverse my ride
Who the hell are you? Fuck you!
Better suck it up cuz you bled through
Better get away from me
Stay the fuck away from me!
