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Wednesday, June 27, 2007

- In Loving Memory... -

alot of things has happened the last few days. i felt like my world turned upside down, right side up, upside down n right side up again n again n again. but the thing dat flipped it inside out was my paternal grandfather who passed on... it was juz too sudden n i cant accept it properly yet. but i wan to use dis post as a tribute to him n all the things he has done for me n every1 else.

For the times he used to make me happy when i was young...
For the times he picked me up from SHPS...
For the times he encouraged me to study hard...
For the times he made me shout coz he cant hear properly...
For the times he asked me to help him water the plants...
For the times he trimmed the plants outside my house...
For the times he mopped the floor even though i juz vaccuumed it...
For the times he fixed broken stuff around the house...
For the times I cant help but stare at him being so hardworking...
U will not be forgotten.

juz wanna share a short story here bout my maternal grandfather when he passed on dat my mum told me. he passed on laying on his own bed with almost all the family members arnd him. when my the blanket was put over his face, a rare dark green beetle emerged from under the blanket. it den flew off. a few days later, all my uncles n aunties found a dark green beetle at their homes respectively(includin mine at the 12th floor of a HDB flat). finally, on the last day of the wake before the final prayers where held, a dark green beetle landed on my father's white cotton shirt n flew off. however, after the final prayers to send him off, the dark green beetle was nv seen again. well u might find it wierd but its true. dat dark green beetle might juz have been his prescence.

at dis point no choice but oso got story to share bout my paternal grandfather. but i tink u free den ask me ba.

i oso wanna use dis opportunity to do a short review on the song. i tink its lyrics r really v meaningful lor. can find them on my frenster. esp dis line: I feel you in the wind, you guide me constantly. esp now when interschool is coming, dis line makes me feel relieved to know he is around me, guiding me in the wind dat fills my sail.

finally, i oso wanna give a big n special thks to LL =) for being there when im down. by helpin me get pass dis incident. btw i saw ur picture u drew for me =D. really made me feel alot better. know u spent alot time on it. thks ah! i cant draw leh sry =X but...
SMILE LYDIA =D
<3HH
im oso a fone call/sms away k =) cya soon n tc!

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Do you wanna feel pain? Takin' my name in vain
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Anybody else got pride? Do you wanna take my life?
Maybe I'll reverse my ride
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